alright... so i know you all deserve a quick rundown, but your not going to get it... instead of all that, i am going to tell you about just one thing... not a surprise to anyone, but i have trust issues... these issues i have noticed have hindered me in my relationship with God... a few weeks ago i asked God to teach me to trust him... a few days later i got a responce to that plea... God asked me to fast for a couple of weeks relying on only him to sustain me through this time... today is day thirteen... God has sustained me through this time and given me his strength and peace through all of this... it hasn't been all guts and glory... on day eight, i was so fed up with everything that i went grocery shopping (bought more groceries than i need) and made myself some lunch... i had it all pretty in the bowl, i sat down and as soon as the fork was inches from my lips i cried... i then cried for three hours with God... i told him how sorry i was for not trusting him and how redickulous i am... i thanked him for not giving up on me when i was throwing in the towel... tomarrow is my last day for this fast... and i feel as if i could go on forever like this... however, i really miss the social aspect of eating... everything down here revolves around food... God is good all the time... even when we can't see it... love to all... bex | 
